“My Ex Did it First” (Part 1)
Beware the TOP10 Signs you’re on a Bad First Date. These true-life experiences weren’t very fun at the time, but we’re having fun learning what we can from the pain, making the metaphorical lemonade out of the allegorical lemons. This week, we address #3: Your date admits to cheating on their ex multiple times… but only because their ex did it first!!!
It’s not that this person has issues. We ALL have issues, but when the mature person misses the mark they experience conviction which, by God’s grace, leads to confession and repentance. And over time: growth.
We may never conquer all our hurts, habits and hang-ups, but we also don’t get comfortable with them
Of course, we shouldn’t live under condemnation either. Condemnation pushes us to hide our sin, or make excuses for it, or deny responsibility, or stew in our shame, or (in the case of this person) blame someone else.
Instead we should be convicted when caught in the middle of our mess. Indeed, it is conviction that drives us to admit we aren’t who we should be (who we truly want to be) and that we want to do whatever it takes to make things right.
And the way God asks us to make things right is by bringing all that’s wrong with us to Him and letting HIM make those things right – letting Him make us right. This is allowing God to justify us.
“For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus.” (Rom 3:23-24 ESV)
Did you catch that?
We are justified by God’s grace as a gift! Doesn’t that sound absolutely splendid?
However, you have to receive a gift to enjoy it. And you can’t receive God’s gift of justification if you choose to justify yourself instead.
And that’s what this person has done. They’ve justified their temper. Their ex deserved it. (And maybe they did.) But enough about Mr. or Mrs. “My Ex Did it First!,” do you readily receive Christ’s justification for your sin or are you more prone to justify yourself?
If you’re like me, and prone to justify yourself, what’s your natural response:
BLAME: “It’s their fault!” or “They did it first!” or “The woman You gave me, she gave me the fruit…” – TRUTH: I’m not responsible for what they did. I’m responsible for what I did.
EXCUSE: “If you knew what I’ve gone through.” or “There’s a good reason I reacted like that.” – TRUTH: I can explain why someone died, but it won’t change the fact that they died, and I can explain why I sinned, but it won’t change the fact that I sinned.
SHAME: “I know I did wrong and I’m going to punish myself for it. And if I punish myself enough; if I feel bad enough; then I’ll pay for my own sin.” – TRUTH: The wages of sin is DEATH… not bad feelings. I can’t really “feel” bad enough for my sin.
HIDE: “Quick, put on these fig leaves!” or “If no one finds out it’s like it never happened.” – TRUTH: Sadly it’s the sin that no one knows about that proves to be the most deadly. That’s why you want to get into the habit of revealing your sin to people you trust, instead of waiting to get caught.
DENIAL: “Wasn’t me.” or “I don’t know what you’re talking about!” – TRUTH: With enough effort (deception) I can even convince myself that the lie is true. Is that how I want to live?
REBELLION: “I did it and frankly I don’t care. I don’t have to answer to anyone. In fact, I’m glad I did it.” – TRUTH: The more I do it, the less conviction I’ll feel. And the less conviction, the better I’ll feel! For a limited time.
You have to make a choice between justifying yourself or accepting God’s justification. You can’t do both. If you’re like me, you want to try. You want to say, “Thank you, Jesus, for taking away my sin, all those teeny weenie itsy bitsy sins that I feel terrible about in spite of having completely understandable reasons for committing.” (And that’s the sin we’re not denying or hiding.)
Jesus doesn’t fall for that. It’s not that He won’t forgive and justify the sin I’m justifying myself. Indeed, Jesus has already died for all our sin, but to receive Jesus’ gift of justification, we have to relinquish our “right” to our own “justification.” That’s what faith in Christ is all about – faith in Jesus’ justification instead of our own. This is as true for the cheater in question as it is for you and me, so let’s confess and repent and enjoy Christ’s justification instead of our own.
When you look at it like that, why would we even want to justify ourselves (“My ex did it first!”)? We’ll talk about that next weekend.
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